I believe that one needs a bigger figure to look up to. A they that you can rely on everything and they won't talk back nor judge since they have no mouth to speak. Since they're nonexistent but our naive minds truly believe they do roam around the airs. We need to have one to love. We need to have one to hope. We want them to come and align us with all their power and knowledge. Even though they don't process. Even though they don't think. Even though they don't know anything. We all just need someone. We earn so much for that someone to come and prove that we were right. That they did exist. Even though no such thing would ever happen. They need that hope to keep going. They need to wait to show all of the ones which don't believe. To be right. That's the hope. We want to be right even though we are wrong. That's normal but persistent. It's annoying but we can't help it. The one that we need, needs to be powerful, more powerful than self, and needs to be more powerful than "I". We want to feel dominated by that power that begins for us to be weak. We don't greed to be weak but when it's the one, we don't mind. We like being weak because being powerful is too hardy and we don't want more. More than we already gave up to believe on yours one.